What is life? Is it what we want it to be? Is it a series of reactions? Seriously, isn't the most proactive person, just a reactive cautionary tale? Is life just evolution? Does it mean anything? Why would it mean something? Should it mean anything? Are we just tiny specks in the universe? How profoundly conceited is it to possibly consider that we're alone in the galaxy or that we're the only galaxy? How could one not believe in the "first mover" theory of evolution? It doesn't mean there isn't a God. How small are we? How small is the world? Does the world exist? Do I exist? I can't prove that I do, but I can't prove that I don't either. What is life? Maybe the Earth, with it's humans, is just a tiny part of some galactic germ? Could it be that we aren't even the smallest most insignificant piece of a hugely larger problem? Maybe our existence as a race is the cause for something horrible and we don't even know it? What if this is all that's left of a grander world/universe, that was destroyed a kabillion years ago? What if? What if the people that I know are all aliens and the world around me is a huge experiment? What if I am the experiment? What if I'm one of the scientists and I volunteered for this duty, only to have my mind erased so that I would react genuinely to my environment? Seriously, prove to me that's not true. And I'm not saying that it is true. I just can't get past the idea that maybe I'm not me. Maybe I never will be me again? Maybe there are people, unknown to me, that know more about me than I'll ever know about myself. Maybe they don't exist, but then again, maybe I don't either.
I probably won't sleep tonight, another test at the hospital in the morning, so of course I'll spend the balance of the time between now and then, pondering these questions I've laid out here. But I digress...or do I? bahahaha. I'm losing my mind. (if my mind exists at all).
If I've made you feel blue, click here. If I made you happy or feeling good about life, click here.
You should listen to both. For no reason at all. P.S. I had them reversed a minute ago.
Goodnight now....
I probably won't sleep tonight, another test at the hospital in the morning, so of course I'll spend the balance of the time between now and then, pondering these questions I've laid out here. But I digress...or do I? bahahaha. I'm losing my mind. (if my mind exists at all).
If I've made you feel blue, click here. If I made you happy or feeling good about life, click here.
You should listen to both. For no reason at all. P.S. I had them reversed a minute ago.
Goodnight now....
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